Femminine obsession

No, I won't start making a list of all the femminine obsessions out there, I'll just talk about how I deal with the most common one, weight...According to standard measurements I'm right where I have to be right now...but this means 4 extra kilos which I didn't have before Christmas and which I have carefully and quite happily accumulated. Stress at work made me gain them, mostly, but that's not an excuse...And even though I consciously know that I look just fine and there are trully no reasons for me to panic, I don't feel comfortable, especially seeing myself in all those mirrors while I'm attending my ballet training...and they're on my mind when I get dressed, when I have a shower, a bath, when I change clothes, while working on the street, all the time! I need to lose them, and that means finding the right frame of mind for doing it....

Women! tz tz tz!